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1/5/07 10:55 pm - good going livejournal

it seems as if livejournal jinxes (sp??) me. as soon as i am really and truely happy and i go to write about it in here, things get totally fucked up and i'm misserable again.

today was about the shittiest day ever. and this is an absolutely aweful end to make it even shittier. i am in such a bad mood i swear i could kill someone. 

right now i'm in one of those kind of speechless pissed kind of moods. like i am so ragingly angry that i really don't even know what to say, or how to put it into words. i am literally speechless. like when you are so mad that it's overwhelming and it stesses you out. i am completely going out of my head right now.

10/27/06 11:18 am

not much to write today.
driving is awesome.
yesterday was horrible.
this weekend is going to be fun.
i am working way too much.

now for some surveys =)


just kidding, surveys are blocked.... perhaps some college surfing? i am so hungry.
Current Mood: hungry hungry

10/23/06 03:50 pm

HOLY CRAP I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

omg i think this is the best day of my life, haha

Current Music: circa surivive- holding someone's hair back
Current Mood: ecstatic ecstatic

9/21/06 11:45 am

wow, so pretty much life owns right now =) of course i'm sure it won't be for long, cause usually when i'm actually happy some thing always seems to go wrong. but for now, he is making me very happy :D

so since bacon is way stupid and blocked basically every website on earth, i am back to study hall blog posts. yup, they still haven't blocked livejournal, thank god, i would probably shoot myself. so basically i've been spending my time in study hall the last 2 years posting blogs, take pointless, time wasting quizzes, and just writing what's on my mind. it appears as if this year is going to be the same.

i guess i'll start getting way more into things since i have the time, but i think it's almost lunch time and i'm way starving.... and even if it's isn't lunch time, i'm going to lunch anyway.

it's been fun reconnecting with you livejournal. it appears as if we'll be hanging alot 5th period.




oh yeah, today = pay day! which means i am about to be like $185 richer :D

8/27/06 01:55 pm - :D

camping was tons of fun.


life is pretty sweet lately. =)
Current Music: Circa Survive- Meet Me In Montauk
Current Mood: cheerful cheerful

7/14/06 12:34 am - all hail the heartbreaker

feeling way unloved lately.... i am a fucking idiot




been spending lots of time with Karissa recently though. i love that girl so much. she seriously always cheers me up and helps me out. i don't know what i would do without her.
Current Music: the starting line- the night life
Current Mood: lonely lonely/jealous/depressed/mad

4/2/06 12:17 am - snuff snuff

my head aches and i can't breath. i've concluded i am miserable. and being sick SUCKS.

anywho, things have been ok. good days and bad days, you know?

but considering it's 12:20 i should really get to bed to get over this aweful cold.


A fin is circling around in the floor.
It appears we've lost our way.
The tide is swelling and we've fallen asleep on the shore.
Get inside! Get inside!
Someone’s yelling fire in the theater.
Oh dear God!
Everybody stay calm.
Tell your husband that his screaming just invited it in.
The horsemen are crashing through the gates!
Crashing through the gates!


Keith always makes me feel better =)

night.
Current Location: basement
Current Music: ETID- champing at the bit
Current Mood: sick sick/tired

1/22/06 03:20 pm - RAWR!

MID-TERMS SUCK GINORMOUS BALLS
Current Music: Circa Survive- the great golden baby
Current Mood: stressed stressed

1/1/06 11:24 pm - hello 2006!

ya new years eve pretty much sucked.... well not really acually it was kind of nice just hanging with hil + bri and the walk in the snow was SO much fun! but i don't know i just REALLY wanted to go to a party or do SOMETHING exciting, i'm sick of all these quite boring new years eves. man, 15 is a tough age.


lots of weird crap has been going on lately. like i'll dream of someone really random and then i'll see them on tv the next day or something. but it's happened like 4 times in the last week. just weird stuff. cuz that's the most exciting thing that's happened to me lately lol
Current Mood: blah blah, tired

12/29/05 01:23 pm - my new years rezolution: make a time machine

(or atleast something that can tell the future)

last night i had a dream that i was getting married. it was undescribable.

i spend so much time creating this perfect guy in my head, what he'll be like, how our future will end up. it's not even close to a fairytail ending, it's just what i want, it's my perfect. it's almost like i have this movie of how i want my life to end up, just replaying over and over in my head. then i stop and think- what will really happen? is this 'perfect' guy that i day- dream of really out there? will i ever find him? i'm scared to think that i'll look for it all my life, but just keep getting dissapointed along the way, then i end up alone because no ones ever good enough. i just want to be happy. i just wanted to be loved, and for everything to turn out ok. but until then, i just have to wait and wonder and keep guessing and dreaming.

i day dream like it's my job

Current Music: fob- nobody puts baby in the corner
Current Mood: confused confused
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